Thursday, November 30, 2017

When Should I Quit My Job?

What should I write for today? I'm done with my patients for the morning and lunch break is like 2 hours away. Phew. Let me think....

Oh ok, got it. I've watched this video few months ago, shared it on FB as well.

This is a video by Peng Joon - When Should I Quit My Job?

Learn and grow, and you paycheck will grow. Really?

From this video:

Always place growth first and the paycheck second, only if you have the time.

Before leaving the company,ask yourself. Is this company challenging you? Are they constantly taking you outside of your comfort zone so that you can improve?

So, for me - since I've been feeling demotivated with my job recently, let me just do a quick assessment on myself.

My job, has been challenging me,taking me out of my comfort zone but not constantly. Previous post, I mentioned about how I got burn out with the routines. Good news is now, I tried to break it, changing it once in a while.

And, I've been telling myself - good things will come to those who wait patiently and be grateful.

When should I quit? Actually, it is time.  But,I have bills to pay. Quitting just like that is not a smart move. So, I'll wait.

If  you don't like where you are right now, just move. You're not a tree. Yes, I'm not one. Haha




Friday, November 3, 2017

Anty Sigu.

When I was a kid..
"Anty, buli ka tulis nama pakai huruf kecil?"
..... "Amu buli. Ngaran nopo nga mesti pakai huruf besar."

After mass brunch conversation..
"Nak, moi yato akan hilo Luyang la. Ih haro steambot b*bi."
......" Ba,buli bo. Hujung bulan la Anty. Gaji po. Hehe."

Last Monday as I dropped her to school..
"Nak, haro RM 100 nu ka? Poloso oku po da. Amu ku nakasampat minoi atm konihab. Saya mau  belanja tu budak sekolah."
......."Haro bo. Dapo kio."


And I never thought that Monday was my last conversation with you.

You have always been a good listener and very supportive in what ever things that I've shared with you. All these years, you have been fighting with your sickness, never even once showing us how weak you've felt inside.

I am still in shock. I'm writing these in tears. God loves you more and you are now in good hands.

Rest in peace Anty Sigu. I love you . You'll forever be missed.